I was telling Nick tonight that it feels as though we are on a roller coaster, and we have slowly been inching up the steep incline for some time now. The anticipation of what's to come has been mounting. We are now 'on deck' and the first cars have embarked on the rapid decent and we can hear their screams. We're next up...
We have become very accustomed to the short deployments (30 to 60 days), Nick has done five of them since we were married. The first four weeks usually blow by pretty quickly and then you are busy making plans for the homecoming. It's like a brief sprint, and you just power through it because you know that it wont be long until you can catch your breath. We are about to enter a marathon, and I am relying heavily on God to provide us with all that we need to sustain us for the long haul. It's hard to describe the variety of emotions that one experiences when preparing to say goodbye to your better half, especially when they are leaving to go to a combat situation...
I thank the Lord every day that He has blessed me with a little piece of Nick to carry with me while he is away...
Sportin' some heat rash :-(
Napping in our bed
So rudely awoken by the camera flash.
Ditching the jammies
I don't even know if there are any words to console someone preparing for/going through a nasty year-long deployment. Like you've said many times, the misery of the year apart leads you to the euphoria of his homecoming. Keep your eye on that prize, Ali, and your arms wrapped around your Emmy masterpiece that Nick helped you create... And your hand on the phone, because I'm waiting on the other end.
ReplyDeleteUGH. I've been thinking so much about you three, just dreading this. If there is someone that will make the most of the situation, it will be you and if there is someone I want defending my freedom, it is Nick. Please know you have 3 Landgrafs cheering you on every moment.
ReplyDeleteOn another note-super cute pics! Are Emmy's eyes going to stay blue?!!!! Absolutely beautiful!!!!